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When I passed 10th boards,I expected a good result but unfortunately I didn't score that much.Then I made new friends in 2017 & had a huge friend circle, back then. After that I started spending money on them. I bunked classes & always had fights with my parents about it.My parents gifted me a personal vehicle on my 16th birthday.I was taunted in school as "Ch***yaa" & also some of them used me, they back bitched about me.I was called "Paisa dene wala" and nothing else. I used to pretend that its funny.

In September,I failed in my 1st term examination,I was in deep remorse after that but it only lasted for 2 weeks then I again started roaming around with them.I also left singing.They also taunted me for my looks.I looked at social media for relief,but trust me,it doubled my problems.

In late Nov my so called brother back stabbed me by beating me up along with some of his friends & the bestfriend that I had,just stopped talking to me because I didn't gave him the party.I had no money left after some time they ignored me,knowing that.In Feb 2018 I was really low when I failed my final exams,I just wanted to end my life.Many of my friends passed the exams & after that they never spoke to me.That time I realised that what I've neglected.I talked with my parents & they advised me to cut all the contacts.Fortunately I passed the supplementary examination,later.I eventually realised that I was ego-driven.I lost my hobbies.I had hobbies like drinking & smoking.I was having nightmares that I'm just a disappointment for my parents.One day,I thought to rejuvenate myself as whom I was in 2018.I didn't gave up as a result after 2 years I finally got rid of all negativity.I got my hobbies,passion for studies,respect for my parents back.Yeah I had many heartbreaks in love too but I valued those who stood with me in my darkest days. In 2018 I left Instagram and felt really great after a long time.This social media,urge to be cool in high school,to make new friends & to be casual about life caused me an entire year but I'm writing my story to tell everyone that if u messed up ur life,u totally've the potential & courage to rejuvenate it.

Extensively edited by - @blossoming_glory