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I'm Anamika and yes, I am having black skin colour. My classmates called me, "KAALI BILLI", when I was in class 1. I always regretted so as to why I am born like this. My parents always fought with each other about some issues, they started fighting about my skin colour too. Also, when I saw my surroundings, even my friends & relatives, they are always well going with each other but not with me. I was okay with it but when my father called me a black bitch, I was devastated .It took me a while to react and respond. Then because of my parents I had to repeat a class as I was completely into mental stress in class 9th. I survived depression by taking medicines & my father bragged to others about my mental illness. He also beat my mother and sometimes me as well for absolutely silly reasons. He took away smart phone from my mother, I don't know the exact reason for doing so. My father has always been the source of my demotivation & stress. He wanted me to always stay in home like I was imprisioned. I get goosebumps when I remind myself of those days. One healer came into my life, I believe that god sent this present to me. I want to reveal his name, Manish Sharma, the topper of my class changed my life. I possibly cannot think if i would have never failed ,I wouldn't be able to find a friend like him. I cannot even express how precious is he to me & now I have given my boards, also I am preparing for medical entrance during the pandemic but all these mess in my life is going on, it is not stopped yet but I have accepted this situation & have conveyed myself that u have to ignore . I want to become a doctor & I am struggling to clear my exams. Sometimes the situation is just not under our control and we have to be acceptable to own self. I want my parents to feel proud of myself one day and I want to show the whole world my caliber. I don't know how to end a story but thanks for reading :))

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